"Of course I did that. kudos/comments make my day ♡Oikawa breaks off and brings a hand to his chest. The aching in his body persists and the nurses, apparently, aren't allowed to give him as many drugs as he would've preferred and only Visitor #1 knows how to fluff Oikawa's pillows to give him maximum comfort. To the man i once loved, I hope you are able to read this. He wants to leave and never look back because he doesn't know how to live this life without Oikawa.Iwaizumi doesn't even try to stop the tears streaming down his cheeks, though he does mumble, "you're crying" to Oikawa, who just laughs and sniffles again. being mentally ill is weird, I can go through traumatic shit and maintain a poker face but then have a mental breakdown over losing a pen
Because I don't want to keep you where you aren't happy. he asks gently.It's the next day when Iwaizumi finally asks:The café's crowded and Iwaizumi instinctively steps in front, grip on Oikawa's hand tightening. "Iwaizumi scoffs.
He can't stop thinking about the person who shaped who he is today and who is still his entire world.
Oikawa's once tried this tactic when he was genuinely angry and quickly learned to never try it again. "He's frustrated and he wants to scream.
Even his earliest memories are of them already teasing and messing with each other. You're not nearly as sweet—fuck, I'm trying to help you!""...What? Maybe a fresh start is the motivation I need.
"It's easy to guess! "Iwaizumi looks away and swallows thickly. But, he thinks, that's okay. he shakes his head and tries to relax his knit brow, but his smile drops quickly. Oikawa remembered being asked a flurry of questions. Oikawa asks and Iwaizumi manages a nod. "I can't keep putting this pressure on you to do something out of your control.
""I didn't make it past the damn welcome mat," Iwaizumi mumbles and steps out of his shoes, feeling Oikawa watch him. Clearing his throat, Iwaizumi stares at the way he gently pats his face and brushes his bangs back, inhaling deeply. ""Bet the hospital's never seen an excited kid.
But," Hanamaki turns down the volume and looks over at him, "that counts for something, doesn't it? He only says anything if someone brings it up, and even then, he makes sure to switch the topic quickly. "…Maybe if you gave me a hint—"Iwaizumi shook his head and shifted a bit. "Stupid," he mumbles, hugging him a bit tighter, "of course.
"Go to sleep," Iwaizumi murmurs. Oikawa's eyes widen; he takes a step back and Iwaizumi immediately feels bad for his sudden outburst, but not bad enough to apologize. I was in love with you by that time but since we were going to different colleges, it just made sense to not pursue anything.
Sometimes it's dangerous, but because Iwaizumi's always annoyed about something or another, he's easy to ameliorate. But when he turns and sees someone approaching Oikawa, Iwaizumi's heart drops. How to Bake frozen crab in the Oven in 2020 – Total InformationThings happened so fast, one day I hated you, the next day I’m telling you how much I love you.Until one day, you said you’re tired, you want something more.There was an error while trying to send your request. "Because I don't know what I don't remember.
""Honestly, I… I don't know," Oikawa admits, chewing on his bottom lip, playing with the rings again. "Iwaizumi hesitates. He doesn't ask why. ""Or what if he is?" SoundCloud. He sounds just like Oikawa, he thinks, and he tries not to let himself get too hopeful that his memories have returned. His stomach twists. It's not your fault.
Iwaizumi inhales and this time instead of his chest burning, he feels an immediate sense of relief pervading his entire body, his exhale coming out as a shudder. But then my last year of college, when I tore my ACL…"Oikawa blinks and looks away, hugging the blanket tighter around him. And then we'll talk about this, yeah? Or when Iwa-chan kissed me goodnight on the forehead, how you did that when we first started dating and looked so embarrassed when you realized I was awake.""Still.
You couldn't take the semester off, but you damn near failed all your classes because you kept trying to be there for me. "You're such a Blinking in surprise, Iwaizumi laughs, leans in and kisses him, wanting to linger much longer than he actually does because they're in the middle of a park laden with kids. But it was so hard to wait because that was, you know, the Something so tangible and so real it almost hurt.
"Do you have milk bread today?" When we thought we were just friends 'Cause I miss you, baby And I've got those feelings again I guess I'm all confused about you I feel so in love Oh baby, what can I do?
"…Thank you. "Oikawa hums, presses a kiss to Iwaizumi's temple.Oikawa just raises his eyebrows suggestively but he pulls back when they get to the counter, standing next to Iwaizumi and charming the cashier with his smile. Suddenly, we were strangers again by Iskandar Hanafy published on 2019-08-05T00:40:06Z. But you don't want to teach at that level so-"Oikawa smiles serenely, eyes half lidded. Then came middle school when girls started noticing us and that was fun until they started noticing He has to remember everything, Iwaizumi thinks.Oikawa frowns and Iwaizumi just smirks, leaning back against the counter, arms crossed as he watches Oikawa expectantly. So I'm flattered, but no, sorry.
""…I didn't want you to leave," Oikawa finally says, fidgeting and eyes downcast.It's silent and all Iwaizumi hears is the stupid coin documentary being turned up. Oikawa doesn't answer. Clearing his throat, he shifts a bit, hands still in his pockets. "Iwaizumi smirks as Oikawa turns dramatically on his heel and goes back into the bedroom. "Oikawa falls silent and stares at a spot on the carpet as calm as can be while Iwaizumi's about to hyperventilate. Iwaizumi laughs dryly. "...How much do you remember now? Oikawa doesn't talk about his knee.